Day 1 of new blog

So this is my new blog site since wickedradio.org took a shit and went down due to lack of funding. Oh well I can't expect people to be compassionate in this world anymore. I have been trying to overcome all the diseases I have with little success. This summer has been better then usual, mostly due to the higher heat and humidity, those things seem to help most of my conditions. I recently lost all my medical assistance cause I can't seem to prove I am poor, go figure. I have been denied several times for social security disability, and SSI, they claim I am not disabled and that I should be able to work. Lately I have been thinking of trying to move back to either California, or to new territory uncharted to me in Florida. Either one seems to be nothing more then a pipe dream for me since I can't afford to just up and move cross the country. I accept donations on paypal with the email radio@wickedradio.org but there has been hardly any donations worth a darn coming in since I lost the website for the radio show. Now I am resorting to street begging it seems since there is no other options at the moment. I have filled out all paperwork yet again for the medical programs, disability, free clinic help, all that stuff and its all in the mail. I am sitting on just a few weeks of medication that will keep me alive, so if nothing happens by then I guess it is all over for me. I just have this blog now to get my story out there and hope that maybe just 1 person will read it and that change can happen to our system. Though I really doubt that will happen. I have a better chance of playing pick up sticks with my butt cheeks then I do of seeing change ever happen, or getting the benefits I need. Either way this is probably my last year on this planet since cold weather damn near does me in, and I am stuck it seems in Wisconsin for another brutal winter coming up. If it is anything like last year then this will be the worst I have ever felt. During the winter I spend nearly every week in the hospital. ER visits every other day, being admitted once or twice a month for various conditions i have. ok that is all I will put in this first post I may post several times a day or less it all depends. Please make a donation if you read my blog, every dollar adds up to saving my life in the literal sense.