once again im fucked

Once again Wicked Radio is down. This might be the case for it from now on. People were not donating nearly enough every month for me to lease hosting for all the services I use. The free hosting I was getting turned out to be shit, and seems to of gone down and it has been a week now so I do not think it is coming back up. This downtime has caused me to stop doing shows. There is no place for me to host the large amount of podcast audio and video files. I also had failed a class in school due to this downtime since I was hosting a project web site for class on the web server and had no way to back it up when i needed it most. This is yet again another chapter in my bullshit life. Perhaps Wicked Radio was meant to die out now after 20 years of being on the air. I just cannot afford to pay to keep it up and running, there are no real sponsors out there that wanted to help out with things, nor were there any users that were able to support the costs of running stuff. Hell half the time all the volunteers would flake out and bail on me after barely helping with anything at all. It is no wonder WIKD failed, I chose all the wrong people to help out. Nice how people are so eager to help and then bail on you when you need them most. So fuck it, so be it. If people want wicked radio to return you need to make donations on paypal to radio@wickedradio.org. Need to raise at least $100 a month to be able to lease a dedicated server that will be able to run everything needed to get WIKD back on the Internet. I know I have been on FM but there is not much demand for FM around here anymore so I am shutting that off too, and probably won't be ever turning it back on. Wicked Radio was the biggest thing in my life for 20 years and now it was just taken away that quickly, so I must find something else to fill my time such as making music or doing my comedy on stage. So a big FUCK YOU to everyone that bailed on me and helped lead up to this disaster!